Thursday, January 8, 2009

New York New York!

New York living is life in the fast lane, that goes without saying. But it seems to be dating in the fast lane, eating in the fast food restaurants and sleeping in the not so quiet neighborhoods.
I have been battling with the urges of leaving my home here in New York and going back to Florida. Sometimes it just seems as though New York is too much for me to handle. It could be that I have so much history here that i feel as though i can't hide from it. New York is known as the city which never sleeps. Guess what, I like to sleep. Lol.. So maybe we just don't fit anymore, me and New York that is..

I cant help but feel that I would be leaving so much of myself behind though. I have my love here, my family, my life. Although the city that never sleeps leaves me with bags under my eyes, broken hearted at times, and in desperate need of a shot of something toxic, I'm simply not ready to leave here.

I love New York.. I am New York..

1 comment:

Miss. Ariana said...

I feel the same way. I say Miami!!! Lol.. Don't u got some cuban family over there wit connections? Lol.. All we need is a job, school and we striaght! Lol...
Remember when I attempted moving to PR? Horrible, I was back within 2 weeks..
We complain about the madness in New York, yet we could never let it go.. Damn, its like a realtionship..lol... Xoxo..